I am not yet 19 years old, but I feel like an old maid. I sometimes resent my friends who are engaged/married/have and or having children because I want all of that now. I have been madly in love with my best friend for 5 years, but I dated someone else for three years. I once almost attempted suicide because this same man hit me. My mother is sick, and sometimes I feel like it's a burden to take care of her. I realize that many people will know who I am. :]
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Date: 2008-12-31 04:09 am (UTC)I sometimes resent my friends who are engaged/married/have and or having children because I want all of that now.
I have been madly in love with my best friend for 5 years, but I dated someone else for three years.
I once almost attempted suicide because this same man hit me.
My mother is sick, and sometimes I feel like it's a burden to take care of her.
I realize that many people will know who I am. :]